By
Lianne Kamp
A Virginian Anniversary
(In memory of Jamycheal Mitchell)
He was arrested for stealing
five dollars’ worth of soda and sweets.
Zebra Cakes in particular stick in my throat.
I remember my children loving them –
drawn to the individual wrapping,
the anthropomorphic zebra next to a golden sun,
calling to them in a language they didn’t
understand – but couldn’t resist.
It’s always about the packaging.
His 24 year old life was boxed
in instability – his mind infiltrated by
invisible demons that reserve their riddles
for the mentally ill, speaking in a language
impossible to translate – and he couldn’t resist.
I picture his last taste of spring and summer
at the Virginia prison – wasting away
in madness, until he died alone a year ago
on a day like this one in August,
starved and scared in a cell that echoes
with his screams but remains silent
and tongue-tied – swallowing the
secrets that fester in the belly of the lie.
If he had been packaged differently
in a whiter shade of despair – if his demons
had been sunny and anthropomorphic,
if there had been voices to speak for him outside
of the chaos inside his head – perhaps then
someone would have chosen to listen.
So It Goes
under
the hope –
it will happen
tomorrow
the promise –
it is waiting
out of sight
we walk
around the corner
over the hill
beyond the horizon
under
blue skies
to the sounds
of thunder
we walk
into our deserts
to avoid
the flood
we march
in lines
in pairs
in droves
out of sight
into another
view
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