Karla Cote photo
By
Emily King
1939 France – 2017 Charlottesville, Va
My grandmother
French in WWII
Nazis leering
“Hey little blond one, come here!”
3 months walking-no soap-
hard bread for dinner made
with dust, string and flour.
Nomad teenager, bomb dodger,
no home to return to.
Only match sticks piled high
but it ended eventually, eventually.
My grandmother
French in America
Nazis in streets
3 hours away-jeering-
in high definition.
Flashback senior, shocked spectator,
reality now a house of cards.
It teeters!-It teeters!-
and it has only just begun.
Lilacs in a burning field
Lilacs in a burning field
are more sincere, more chaste
than your dandelion head
wasted now, cobwebbed and seeded
and when you appeared, a sunflower
rising above my horizon
I was a daisy
plucked bald.
When you aligned your body with mine
and our shadows became one in the moonlight
my soul was a clover, collapsed and cowering
in the corner of your tobacco stained bedroom.
I was sure infinity was reality
a redwood obstinate in the face of disease.
But I was much too vulnerable
baby’s breath on the tongue of a giant
and instead of reverence you desecrated me
Spitting out your seeds instead of
Receiving my holy communion.
My wildfire desire you did not put out
for the water from my vase you drank long ago.
But when the embers died
and I was an ashed palm
your forehead, I did not adorn.
My love for you, you did not bare
and Instead I was swept into your ashtray
A flower no more.
Emily King
Emily King is a young poet of 23 with a B.A. in English. At the age of 14, inspired by a reading of T.S. Eliot’s ‘The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock’, she became dedicated to honing her craft.
A wide range of topics serve as her inspiration, including lost luggage, morality, irrigation fields, ugly therapist offices and the birth and death of relationships.
She is currently working on a chapbook inspired by a road trip through the American Southwest and can be found on twitter by her handle: @sob_dylan.
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