By
Elizabeth Johnston
Women on the Pavement
(“Maze, 47, was driving home after a visit to Helena, Montana, on Tuesday afternoon, authorities said.,,,She was at a rest stop and a suspect approached her and hit her in the head and put her in the trunk”– from “Abducted woman called husband from trunk of car before her death,” CNN Sep. 8 2016).
4:30 am.
I am woman
on the pavement
stretching calves like pistons, long and strong,
slicing through the still and humid air, arms slashing
at the dark, head driving forward, seizing and forcing oxygen
into these lungs, this living body, my body,
Her body.
Vigilant I search the spaces between trees,
point my headlamp at the shadows, speed up to pass the dumpster,
ears ever pricked for telltale thump from trunks of passing cars,
and in my mind rehearse the strike and thrust of self-defense.
Reminded I am woman
on the pavement
and this alone is risk.
I do not mean to make a metaphor of her death.
Would not turn that trunk to symbol
but for all the cramped and silent graves
into which this world would force us
if it could.
So I tell my daughters:
Be women on the pavement
but carry your keys like weapons,
don’t park next to vans,
hold your bladder if you travel
and when you run, imagine being chased.
Run faster.
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