By
Rick Davis
moving through anger
enough is enough –
lightning splits open sky
as i stumble in rage
walking out from shadows
drowning in frustration
swimming aimlessly
inside a cave of skin
but, you are here –
you are my medicine –
the healing of wounds,
still, i cleave to rage –
the hot sky screams with planes
but with your love
my angst will fade
and our love, as stylized fountains,
showers us playfully –
little owl in the morning oak,
without rage, without resentment –
where is your happiness?
so for a night
i was consumed in fire –
it gets old to be continually bruised.
but deep in the glance
of your silver-blue eyes
and these written words
my pulse slows
and i become wind,
and look at my anger
like a shadow floating
inside a shadow.
coping with chronic pain
pain in my
abdomen —
mysterious
and gnawing
crushes my peace…
tests are normal —
perhaps it is just
the degenerative
disc disease
but the pressure
like a lead weight
causes hands
to sweat
and like a
dehydrated man
seeking water
i need it to stop.
Then, i release
and detach
floating inward
in warm sky.
this is
who i really am.
Freedom.
The subtle changes in lines segueing from the thunderous forces of ravaging pain into a peaceful respite of the human touch as pain relief is so visibly and beautifully captured in "Moving Through Anger" and the "Coping With Chronic Pain" suggests to me, despairing moans meeting crossroads of sorts whether it be accepting an imminent demise or a healthy dose of analgesia or quite simply an undeniably strong willed individual battling mind over matter and physical pain.; either way a freedom and I'm not going to assume any which one it may be. These are powerfully amazing magnetic pieces to read.