By
Sean Runyon
Memoirs from a mad mind (One)
Abscond I will
another mile
from the paralytic proverbs
of your words subterfuge
The deceit used
in order to achieve
your goals caused mind of mine
to walk upon the trails of lunacy
Rancor that bitter resentful pain
you have brought,
you are like a Shepherd
who tends to a flock of no sheep
lost somewhere you have family
of yours in the fields
of indelible marks
vacuity your lack
of thought and intelligence
upon the value of our love
broke me like a vagabond
begging in the streets
what is to be now
that i have done my love
to bring aversion
such strong disinclination
am I the one
who ran into the arms
of unchast lover’s to satisfy
that gratification
of moment just to
feed your lecherous
validation issues
Fool was I to believe in you
Tell me my love was it so hard
to live by the adherence
of Love’s Commandments
to walk the line of honors
integrity values and morals
UnCompass mentis you brought
I allowed you to take away
the control of my mind
Insanity you made me feel
threw upon me you did
your accusations that I was nothing
more then a covetous
jealous man
with delusional accusations
Upon your heart
But beneath your covered Chameleon
duplicity laid the true heart
of your religion
Yes abscond I will
another Mile from Your Heart
to free myself
from The Tyranny
the chaotic hammering
of Your Love
Abscond I will.
Memoirs from a mad mind (Two)
You are my jealousy
Hope my Refuge
you are the calm reasoning
upon my confused mind.
Your ludic spontaneous
playful jocular humorous ways
have brought such veneration
upon thy heart the reverence
I have of you
only God knows
how deep it really runs
For these emotions
strange they are to me
like a newborn baby
taking its first steps
upon life
that Adoration
the excitement of life
in their eyes
that is the love
you have placed
upon me
virgin born anew
upon thy heart
you have encapsulated
this beating heart
of mine with your
sentiments of love.
You are the emotions
life places upon me
you weather deep
within me,
around me,
upon me,
within the crevices
of this old alien Heart
I belong to thee
humbled I am before
the deity that stands
before eyes
Your love is planted firm,
Like roots
that grow within
the sacred Scrolls of life
your roots have dug
deep within me,
ravaging me,
uplifting me,
you are always contemplating
upon us a higher plane
of love like a river
that flows deep
within me
you’re thy water
that feeds life upon my soul
I think to myself
sometime in such wired
quandering ways
have I ever walked upon
love such as this before
it seems not
for the yearning
I have of you
is almost too deep
for mind to handle…
Is this the
thing they call love
if so I beg of you
to give me more
of this addicting drug
So strange to my mind,
this love
you have placed upon my
heart so strange
Glory be to God
Amazing! I love it!