By
Renee Drummond-Brown
Still I Write
(The Answer to: Dr. Maya Angelou’s “Still I Rise”)
Maya, of course they wrote you down in history,
You proved them wrong in truth,
But you planted for me calligraphy,
So I’m heard on paper all the way to God’s celestial roof!
My passion for writing does upset them,
But I can’t be concerned,
Cause you left for me a gift from God,
And it’ll be forever writing that I yearn.
Just like God’s Raven leaving the Ark,
‘She’ flew to and fro,
Until the waters were dried up from off the earth,
Because of you, I’ll forever write in the skies, seas and dirt; for certain this I do know.
I was that broken soul,
And bowed so low to Satan’s pit,
With nowhere to get; but up,
I allowed my pen to place me within God’s Script (ure).
I know my writings excite you,
And with God for you, who can be against us, in giving me that nod,
I finally hear your words loud and clear,
The poems you left behind are messages of truths, minus the facades.
Some have shot my writings to pieces,
While others have damaged me over time,
But God; sends a ram in a bush, ink, a quill, and wrote for me Ecclesiastes 3
He Author’s the time and place with limited ‘seasons’ for their hurtful rhymes.
From the shame you told me to write,
I write,
From the pain you told me to write,
I write,
I am that Raven Blackbird with a large wingspan,
“Renee’s Poems With Wings Are Words In Flight”; flying all over God’s land,
I too want to leave behind my unhealthy fears,
So in the dark, I write,
But in the light, I see the imagery our ancestors gave to you; which you passed onto me,
Maya you are the dream, Barack Obama was the hope, and I am the slave set free (to write).
Still I write,
I write,
I’ll write.
Momma
Lines in your face
Grey in your hair
One green dress; No, maybe the color was teal
Brownish colored nails
Carrying everybody’s blues for real
Naps on your neck
Toes that curl
Two sets of shoes
1 white and 1 black pair
Cleaning chitterlings and cooking collard greens
These were a few of her favorite things
Cornbread
Kale
Yams
Potato salad and ham
Well… You know the drill
Her menu’s definitely well planned
Sunday stew
Worship too
But her God is first
She eats last
Once everybody’s served
Slow to speak
Shy as can be
Manners are required
While scratching her head
And rubbing those feet
Humility is her signature trait
Having an ear to hear
Deciding everybody’s fate before she speaks
All the while
Hurting inside
Syndrome lives
Wearing her pride
Still yet
Both hiding and fronting that artificial smile
While dropping her big brown eyes
Never once complaining
Nor bitter on the inside
Burying children alone
Both dead and alive
Standing strong
The Father’s on her side
Even if
No man’s home
Taking something from nothing
And making it her own
Giving away her last
With open hands
Never calling it a loan
Worshiping EVERY Sunday
Bible in head, heart and hand
Giving her last 10%
Plus what she didn’t have
To her “I AM THAT I AM”
All the while praying inside
Taking in those neighborhood kids
When their mother’s weren’t around
Her scales tipped over
With problems to loan
No lights
No gas
But the strays still call it their home
You precious Momma
Are second to none
You may not have nothing
Without a nickel to loan
Besides the Father who art in heaven
MOMMA your still number one
But I wish……………….
I would have told you before you went home…
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